Truth

Yes, I knew the truth. Yes I just did. And it hurts me so bad. And I know, I had felt this for a very long time till the day before yesterday, when the truth reveal. When the truth was right in front me. Waving saying good bye. And all I can so just to watch it all go without saying anything cause I know till then, it is just not worth to try it all.

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I am so stressed. Okay I dont. But it seems I am sometimes. I just em Idk. Sometimes, I need someone to like spend their times with me. Like talk to me. Okay tbh, I feel a little bored and so-taknak-layan thingy when it comes to someone that I dont want to talk to. Like I am so weird. I am the kind of person that I just want to talk to someone that I want to talk to. Oookay. This sound so weird. The point is I wanna talk to you. Cause I feel so comfortable to tell you anything. And I am so stressef cause we've been like this. Ughhh what is wrong with you? It seems like you dont even want me. At all.

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Is it wrong to still have hope in this? I dont know. Maybe one day, i'm gonna let this go somehow. And when that one day come, I'm surely gonna let this all out.