Hidup

"Tatkala panas terik, aku harap hujan datang.
Tatkala hujan lebat, aku harap pelangi muncul.
Tatkala pelangi muncul, aku masih berharap.sesuatu yang lain akan datang."

I always wonder what do I want in my life? Is it love? Or something else?
I always wonder is this kind of life that I want? Cause it doesnt seem that perfect.
Or maybe I didnt even want perfection in my life?

Maybe I know the reason why Allah made me brighter than others in the family.
Because, He knows that I'm going to face something hard in the middle of hardness.
Because, He knows what's best for me.
Because, He knows that I need to prove that in the middle of hardness I can still achieve the best in my life.

And yes, I'm going to prove it.
To prove that I can.
To prove that I can survive.
To prove that I am tough.
To prove that I am the best!

With all the hardship now, may Allah ease everything for me in the future. InsyaAllah.

Espiyem

I don't think anyone know the existance of this blog. Hehe it is kinda fun actually. Like you can talk whatever you want cause no one will ever read this anyway. So, I'm going to face SPM really soon. In three days time. I am so nervous can die like this. I need to get straight A's. I need to prove to everyone that I can. Though with all this sort of problem, I need to prove to myself that I still can do it. Deep down, I know that I can do it. But I'm so freakin lazy to read and what not. Aaaa aliya. Please do something.