Hi

Hi, anybody here? Did anyone actually read this rusty thing over here? Hello?

D.

I wrote a loooooongggg post before this. And this damn apps wont post it. Nvm. Maybe if I post it something bad will happen. Positive! Positive!

And damn you pms.

Sorry.

Maybe I'm being too much. Maybe, this is just a dream. Maybe I'm being a dramatic girl. I dont know. But I'm sorry you guys. I never want to be in this way. I'm sorry.

Eya.

Sahabat

Kawan? Sahabat?

Aku rindu sebenarnya. Rindu persahabatan yang telah terjalin selama 5 tahun. Semakin hari, semakin jauh.

Tak, persahabatan sahabat lima orang yang hanya kekal selama 3 tahun. Semakin berpisah, semakin jauh.

Sebenarnya, aku tak pernah kisah kalau kau ada kawan baru ke pape ke. Kawan biar seribu kan? Aku tahu. Aku faham. Kelas lain, mestilah kawan baru. 

Tak kan la nak kawan dengan orang sama je.
Tak kan la nak duduk sorang sorang.
Tak kan la nak buat sombong dengan orang.

Tapi yang aku tak tahu. Yang aku tak faham. Kenapa semakin lama, semakin aku tak kenal kau siapa?
Kenapa semakin lama, semakin aku tak faham dengan perangai kau?
Kenapa semakin lama, semakin aku tak boleh nak buat macam biasa?
Kenapa semakin lama, semakin kau jauh?
Kenapa semakin lama, semakin kau menghilang?

Kenapa? Try to make me understand. Once. Only once. Cause if you're trying to blame someone else, you should try to make them understand first. I've tried to understand you. But you off the limits. You're trying so hard to hurt me. Oh you know what? You did it! Congratulation babe.