Effect 😒

How can one effect the other one so bad like you tend to cry when you heard the news? How can someone doesnt think about other people? Like whatever he do, he is still one of the important person in our life. Not the most important one. Not anymore. But he is still one of the important one. 

The news - going to have another sister/brother that I'm getting right now give so big impact on me. I dont know. Things become so slow. Everything so wrong. 

Everything is wrong. 

Im sorry afiq, I let go all my temper to you. I know it's wrong. Somehow it effects you too cause of me. I promise I wont do it again. I wont disturbed you anymore. It's a promise. 

New class - a month class

Being in the class with random ppl do make me realise that awkward situation could actually be handle. I mean, I might not be that talkative with someone that I dont know but well, I can adapt myself in that particular class. I'm a little bit quiet but, that's only because I dont find the perfect friend yet. Well, slowly I'm trying to find one. You know, its hard to find someone who can adapt with you. Hm susahnya.

Fade.

Well, you became you again. Guess, the sweet you changed huh? Oh and the love fade away? Okay. Thanks for the beautiful two months and what so ever.

Alhamdulillah.

Ya Allah! Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih kerana Kau makbulkan doa ku Ya Allah. ALHAMDULILLAH. There's no other word that can describe the best feeling in the world. All you wanna do is smiling and smile and smile all day long. I still can't believe. SPM is super hard. I'm telling ya (unless you terer in certain subject) But to balance all of it, Ya Allah tuhan jah tahu. That's why you cant focus in certain subject, you have to balance everything. I've never got an A for Bio or Bm. Even A- pun. But Alhamdulillah. Miracles do happen.

Getting 4A+ and 5A made me realise that we can achieve something beyond our abilities - cause actually I kinda think like it was impossible at first hehe. But with smart work and effort, you can change something. Of course at last all you need to do is to tawakkal.

Hehe Alhamdulillah.

p/s: This post had been in the draft for a month already. So yeah, a little bit late.

Hi

Hi, anybody here? Did anyone actually read this rusty thing over here? Hello?

D.

I wrote a loooooongggg post before this. And this damn apps wont post it. Nvm. Maybe if I post it something bad will happen. Positive! Positive!

And damn you pms.

Sorry.

Maybe I'm being too much. Maybe, this is just a dream. Maybe I'm being a dramatic girl. I dont know. But I'm sorry you guys. I never want to be in this way. I'm sorry.

Eya.