N e v e r

Sometimes, you ought to think that you have a better life. Sometimes, you ought to pretend that everything is alright. You'll never expect this would come. You never think of it as this should not be happen in your life. You thought that this will only happen in drama or etc. You never see this coming. Never. Then what? What should you do? What will you do? What what..

This kind of things hurt so bad that whenever you want to talk about it, you tend to cry. You tend to lose every words that you want to say. All you can say is "I'm okay" "It's okay" "I'm fine"

This is just too hard. Too hard for me to accept this. Never thought that this would happen in my life. Never.