Memorable moments!

Gosh, I should post this first, but never mind lah :p I just wanna show you guys how sweet my sister is :D hihihi. Before pmr, she wrote this to me. How sweet right <3 This increase my confident like so high. damn high. Thank you. I love you sis!

And this is my face after science paper. I was like so happy because al note that mrs. Chin gave came out. Alhamdulillah. Right now, lets just pray that I will get straight A's. Amin!

A Life after PMR :D

Sound cliche right? haha. Life after PMR is quite fun you know. Wearng pj's uniform. Walking around. You can 'tawaf the school if you want. And watching movie. Bringing laptop to the school. All the teachers dont even care and they call us Budak Lepasan PMR. hihi. I like. But sometimes, we dont even know what to do. Its quite boring la -.- But teachers already arrange some activity for us. For example, im involve in some kind of Mentor things. Teaching form 2 students in Maths. Teachers kinda worry about their pmr next year. Pity teachers :( and next week there is Hari Keusahawanan :D This is so interesting oke. I am damn excited. Another activity is, Me and some of my friends also daftar nama to go to UMK. Actually, I dont even know what for. But im in :)

Just around the corner!

Hello! Just wanna tell you that I am seriously nervous. Okey, I am lying. Actually, I do feel like that sometime. But for now, my feeling, they are mixing. hihi. Sometimes, I am deadly nervous, I feel want to cry. But then sometimes, I feel like, naaah ~ I can do this ;) I can! Well, it's good right to feel like then. You will be calm and absolutely can handle everything well :D

The point is now that, A WEEK more!!!! Can you believe it. Time fly damn fast. Aliya, think about the freedom and you will be calm :) yeah! One more week and Aliya will be in front of computer, err laptop all the time! FREEDOM :D

Ya Allah, berikanlah ku kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ini. I am so scare to face all this :( I got no strength. Please make me feel calm. and please get rid all these negative thinking :(

Damn it!

You know, for once, I felt that this is not important anymore. Its okey, if nobody stay beside me because I know I can handle this by myself. And for god sake, I cant take this anymore! It feel like. Gosh! I hate You!

I wish somebody can hold me and say " Its okey to cry and let everything go "

Should I or Should not ?

I am deadly confuse! Look, I know i am happy when Mr.Ai textes me. But now, he's being annoying all the time -____- gosh! He is like so damn 'skema' and so like the one yang ikut peraturan. and cara dia texting, u imagine by yourself. and sometimes, i am out of words okey? i dont know what to reply. Okey, enough about this.

and Mr.Black is back! okey, it is like he wished me about 13th bla bla bla. and I started to remember bout the old time. screwed me! and its like we are going to continue the relationship. what am i doing? I really dont know okey. Maybe, just maybe I do miss him but am I suppose to continue it? :/ errr, i need some opinion. haha. and i had told him - we'll see after PMR okey? and I think i'm giving him hopes. A hope that me, myself do not know a right things or not.

and and PMR is only 3 weeks away. which is quite nervous - to those who are not ready yet, and who are not revising all the topics. and it also quite good - to those who already plan what to do after PMR. and me? I am in both categories. hik hik hik.

- Pray for me to get straight A's people! Amin ~ ;)