Screwed.

I think I'm screwed.

I've totally out of money. My life such a mess. And I am full of anger.
What should I do?

I hate money. I hate my life. I think I'm having some sort of mental disruption.

I've lost my self confidence, also sometimes, I felt so insecure. Like everything is so wrong. I don't feel posting my selfie, cause I feel that it wasnt good enough. I can't tweet, because I think my grammar is wrong and people judging me.

I think, there is something wrong with me.

Sometimes, I feel so nervous. I'm not doing anything yet I am so nervous.

I've always feel this unknown jealousy.